Friday, March 25, 2011

When life reaches an apparent dead end...

Oh well, I'm back to the place that never saw light that much. I have been busy with life ever since my last blog post and I guess my philosophy of life ends there. There's a lot that I've learnt over the months, and it just seems right that I should keep my ideologies to myself. There's no point in sharing your views with others, 'cause everyone is different and has their different points of view. Everyone see the world with different perspective and colours, and I simply think that it's not a good idea to intervene with it. So yeah, end of my philosophical posts.

Now, the heading.. Well, life has been back bitting for a quite a while for me. When things slowly started to feel all good in 2011, it seemed that this year would be the worser than ever. 2010 wasn't good at all, and from the looks of things, 2011 will simply be a obstacle course on the way. Life has been so hellicious that I simply wish this was the end of the line and I could just rest in peace. But it seems that there ain't no grave that would hold my body down, and thus I'm still living to annoy and pester Nature in different ways.

Nope, I'm not being suicidal. I'm not ready to give up with life, but often in life, you simply wish the end. There are often moments you wish that never came, and from what it seems, there have been many that I wish to be gone! But since they won't, I guess I gotta linger down this path in search of happiness again, and I hope I will reach it someday. The ideologies of life that I believe are helping me a real lot and I guess I'd breath for long, regardless how tough life would take me.

Anyway, this was nothing more than a random rambling. I'm sure my emotions had flactuated throughout this post. But yeah, that's how my life has been lately. Hope I see a new day on the horizon real soon. Until next time (if that ever comes).